Dear Dish-It, I'm Scared of What I'm Becoming

I'm scared of what I'm becoming. My parents died a month ago in a car accident - now I'm swearing, smoking and drinking. Help! Back to Article

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JesseWesse wrote:
2014-08-17 18:13:30 -0700

samethang wut happend to me ahahah

CuteMoo2 wrote:
2014-02-06 19:05:28 -0800

Grade E? and awwwe thts sad doe u need a big hug Sad

Queen_Milah wrote:
2014-01-17 19:28:38 -0800

I didnt know there was such grade as an E.

Jamanda wrote:
2014-01-02 11:34:34 -0800

Awe Frown

georgeandlola wrote:
2013-09-22 07:51:56 -0700

try and make friends with your grandma you don't need a boyfriend

Ginnyweasley12 wrote:
2013-08-15 21:02:23 -0700

Thats sooo sad Frown

donnabug13 wrote:
2013-08-15 20:54:10 -0700

i also lost my mom and dad and what i did was i looked at all of there older photos and picked one that i loved and i put it under my pillow so i have them with me

kitarania wrote:
2013-08-12 13:43:23 -0700

tell someone you trust or write down how you feel and vent out your anger on a peice of paper

JennyD wrote:
2013-07-09 12:44:51 -0700

We all need somebody to lean on

davonte2000 wrote:
2013-06-24 12:00:21 -0700

this girl needs to go to one of those camps for six months

Future_Forever_Boo wrote:
2012-10-26 21:50:07 -0700

Maybe it would be good to try to speak with your counselor and try to know them better and maybe they can help you

SamWolfchick wrote:
2012-10-21 18:59:47 -0700


sweetjaja21 wrote:
2012-10-21 11:55:35 -0700

i know how you feel dude.

LilFairy wrote:
2012-06-02 18:00:15 -0700

Control your Angry feelings. You need to be calm

evangeline bella
evangeline bella wrote:
2012-05-22 21:27:05 -0700

well life is full of miseries bt lift up ur soul... be strong...

cayla346 wrote:
2012-04-13 18:37:37 -0700

Dude you need to get your confidence level up,
stop smoking,stop drinking and lower the time that you swear. It's ok to feel this way just breathe girl.

J-peezee wrote:
2012-01-27 21:15:51 -0800

What I suggest is go to a phyciatrist. When I was 5 my grandma died and i was REALLY sad. Now i was shy back then and when she died i didnt talk to ANYONE!! But since her death, ive become a social butterfly. So maybe once your done recovering, theyll help you. smile

Cole90210 wrote:
2011-09-14 14:19:33 -0700


RaNdOm_WiLa wrote:
2011-09-14 14:16:14 -0700

Juuuusssttt like cole !

emotrick_1607905 wrote:
2011-09-14 14:16:08 -0700

yea im sisdid it for a year then she got help it really messes with ur life

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Dear Dish-It in the forums

"supernaturalblackcat" wrote:I know i have depession and i have been to the doctor for it. It's starting to get to that point again for the 3rd time this year that i want to be alone. It feels like no one cares about me at school. I really can't trust anybody either. I started to quit eating at home and at school only eating snacks every now and then. I am also losing Weight. I used to get called fat and i wasn't even fat. I have been abused by people who say my butt is smexy and huge and it's not. I have even been slapped on by them. I tell my mom and dad that i've been called fat and my dad ignore's me and continues whatever he's doing. I'm getting to the point again where i'm losing my temper and emotions right on the spot. I can't be bipolar cause it has to run in the family and my mom says i don't have it. People get mad at me when i don't laugh at their jokes when they expect me too cause i really don't listen. But when i say something funny they roll their eyes and give me mean looks. I don't even want to be around people that much. I just want to be outside in the fresh air during school but it's high school so their's no outside time. I also fake smile's at people to make them happy. But i just hurt on the inside. I just want advice.  Hi there. I'm sure you have people who care about you at school, just sometimes it's hard to see it. Dear, you have to eat. I assure you, you're not fat. (smexy isn't necessarily a bad thing)  You have to understand, that people say things just because they can, or to make themselves feel better. Never give them that opportunity, just ignore them. When you're about to lose your temper, think of something that makes you really happy.  If you need someone to talk to, you have your guidance consular, trust me I have social anxiety, and reallly hate talking about my problems, I find it easier for me, to message them. It's their job to listen, but not only that, they really care for all of their students. Talking helps, believe me.
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"lion2a3" wrote:its beacause well people at shcool act like your friends but know deep inside i just dont have friendsand then theres bullies some picks on me for no the only place i can be myself KW so should i do suidce also im 11 No Ma'am you shouldn't. Things happen for a reason, normally to make others stronger. Trust me, nothing is worth taking your own life. If you need to talk I'm here, however I would suggest you talking to an adult.  Friends come and go. you have family, and if not, you have me, Trust me, it's not worth it. please, don't. 
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Zachaddy posted in Family Issues:
Erevy one goes through different things trust me I know what it is like and I am not happy about the change in my life but I talk to friends about it
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Zachaddy posted in Family Issues:
I might Sean crazy but no there is a explanation for EVERYTHING
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Zachaddy posted in Family Issues:
If u need to talk to me u can but u should not kill ur self I am really got at helping people and I love to so if you want to talk u can but please don't kill your self
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