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Sindy's Blog - August 7, 2003

August 7, 2003

I guess after spending this much time together, Simon and I were bound to get into a fight. I just didn't think he'd be the one who'd start it. I'm always the moody, unpredictable one but he totally was the one to freak-out. Ok, so I might have been the cause of his freak-out but that's sort of beside the point.

Everything is resolved now. I apologized for being self-absorbed and he apologized for losing his cool with me. He says all I do is go on and on about Dylan and that I haven't once asked him about how things are going for him in Detroit. I think he's over-exaggerating. I'm sure I've asked him at least once.

We hit Seaworld today. Check in on Friday for our review. We had a great time and I'm sad that's the last stop we're going to make. Tomorrow we are loading up the car and heading home. Simon'll stay at our place for a day or two and then jump on a plane back to Detroit.

It sucks that my visit with Simon is over cuz I rarely get to see him anymore. But, I really want to get home to see Dylan. Maybe Simon's right. Maybe I do obsess about Dylan too much. Can I really obsess too much? He's the dreamiest guy in the world. Hopefully Simon will have a chance to meet Dylan and then he'll see why I'm so crazy about him.

Peace Out,

Sindy

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