Sindy's Blog - October 2, 2003October 2, 2003
My life seems to be settling down a bit. I'm slowly getting used to my dad not being around all the time. It sucks a lot but what am I really going to do about it? I've done my screaming and yelling and the 'rents just aren't listening. They really are being so self-absorbed.
I'm trying to spend as much time at school as possible lately, so I've signed up to help out with the Romeo and Juliet production that the drama department is working on. I don't want to get up in front of a bunch of people and cry on a fake balcony or anything, but I don't mind building sets and looking for costumes and stuff. It should be cool.
One good thing about this whole divorce mess is that I haven't had to deal with the Dylan fiasco at all. I haven't even run into him in the halls lately. I'm pretty sure he knows what's been going on with my parents cuz he still hangs with all my friends, but I haven't actually seen or heard from him.
It's crazy how just like, a month ago, I was on top of the world. I had a great boyfriend, my parents were taking us on this super-cool vacation, I was hanging by the pool with my best friend and now it's all just fallen apart. I don't get it. I've tried and I guess I just have to deal but it really, really sucks. Man, I'm feelin' so low right now, I'm gonna throw on some Alanis Morrisette. I just gotta listen to some angry chick music, you know?