Sindy's Blog - October 2, 2003

October 2, 2003

My life seems to be settling down a bit. I'm slowly getting used to my dad not being around all the time. It sucks a lot but what am I really going to do about it? I've done my screaming and yelling and the 'rents just aren't listening. They really are being so self-absorbed.

I'm trying to spend as much time at school as possible lately, so I've signed up to help out with the Romeo and Juliet production that the drama department is working on. I don't want to get up in front of a bunch of people and cry on a fake balcony or anything, but I don't mind building sets and looking for costumes and stuff. It should be cool.

One good thing about this whole divorce mess is that I haven't had to deal with the Dylan fiasco at all. I haven't even run into him in the halls lately. I'm pretty sure he knows what's been going on with my parents cuz he still hangs with all my friends, but I haven't actually seen or heard from him.

It's crazy how just like, a month ago, I was on top of the world. I had a great boyfriend, my parents were taking us on this super-cool vacation, I was hanging by the pool with my best friend and now it's all just fallen apart. I don't get it. I've tried and I guess I just have to deal but it really, really sucks. Man, I'm feelin' so low right now, I'm gonna throw on some Alanis Morrisette. I just gotta listen to some angry chick music, you know?


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    Delancy posted in Friends:
    Calm down. Ignore her. You are YOU, don't let anyone change you. If someone hurts, cry a river and build a bridge over it cx
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    hello dish-it i hope i not bothering rita im 16 year old and i have autism.i get bullyed a lot. this has been happening online.this girl said that i was crazy and that freddie mercury (queen lead singer) wouldnt love me cause i have autism.i am queen and freddie mercury's #1 fan.the girl said no body would believe me and it made me so upset i had a autistic meltdown.what do i do,please help.  
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    EndlessDream posted in Friends:
    Hmmm....Then she mustn't be necessarily "using" you, if she is not getting something in return ( As far as we know of). However, It does sound like she is being extremely unfair. That just might be how she is. Not exactly loyal to anyone. Well, try to talk to her about it and tell her how you feel. And, if it doesn't work out, then she might not be a great friend to hang around with, and maybe you will find someone else who enjoys your company. I hope this helps, and good luck :)
    reply 2 days
    XxIHateMathxX posted in Friends:
    No not really. Like I said, one minute she's all smiley and then she doesn't even look at me. Most of the time I see her with Daniela and Andrea. Today she was asking me if I was going to hang out with her, Daniela, Andrea and Luisa during recess. When I told her that I was 'going to have to think' she was like, "Whatever." and ran off to catch up with the Threesome. Thanks. :)
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    EndlessDream posted in Friends:
    Is she asking you to do things for her? Like help with homework, carry her books and so on?
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