Sindy's Blog - November 13, 2003
It's so strange how fast things in your life can change. Just a couple months ago I was hanging out with a completely different crowd, my parents were still trying to work things out, and I actually thought Avril had some redeeming qualities. I'm so glad I've been making more friends through the play. These are definitely my people!
I'm headed to the mall with A.J. tomorrow. She's playing Juliet's nurse in the play, which isn't a crazy-huge part so when she's not on stage, she's helping out with costumes. She's also a huge supporter of my Kaelin crush and has been harassing me to make a move. I don't think it's a good idea for me to make the first move, though. I'd rather not have the chance to get together with him than risk having him laugh in my face.
Maybe that's not the bravest way to deal with my crush but I just can't take having my heart broken twice in such a short time. I still see Dylan roaming the halls. And sometimes I bump into Sara, and she tries to make small talk, but I don't have any time for her. They didn't even end up staying together, you know? Dylan and Sara broke up like a week after the big incident. So what was the point? I still don't get it.
I don't know... should I make a move on Kaelin? I'll have to weigh my pros and cons with A.J. and see what she thinks. I know she wants me to just get in there already, but I'm going to need some suggestions on how to do that. Any of you out there have any tips? I'm all ears! Oh... I guess I better get started on that English assignment I have to hand in tomorrow.