Sindy's Blog - November 27, 2003
So, the date has come and gone, and I am still alive. No real trauma to report on. Kaelin and I ended up going to see The Cat in the Hat (he didn't think it was lame at all)! I was nervous, cuz I'm still not real sure how to act around guys I like, you know? But I managed to play it pretty cool, I think. He's still talkin' to me, so that's a good sign!
I'm sure you all want to hear all the nitty-gritty details of the date, but there isn't a lot to report. Yes, there was a kiss when he dropped me off at home, but it wasn't anything like you see in the movies. We kind of stood there and said good-bye to each other like five times before he finally made a move. It was quick, there were no fireworks flashing above our heads, but it was cool anyway.
Of course I am totally "in like" with Kaelin. We could have sat and watched paint dry and I would have been impressed - but I don't want him to know that. I'll just lay low and wait for him to make the next move. A girl can only be so bold, I am definitely not putting my neck (and heart) out there again. I mean, I thought things went great but he might not feel the same. We all know what happened when I got too crazy about Dylan. I certainly do not need a repeat performance of that!
Whatever, if something happens, it happens. There's no use dwelling on it 24/7. The play opens next week so we've all been extremely busy doing our thing. I'm excited about the cast party next Friday. A.J. and I have already started planning our outfits. Yes, it's lame - but what do you really expect from a dorky 8th grader? This is all still really super-cool for me. Anyways... have turkey to eat! Have a Happy Thanksgiving everyone!