Sindy's Blog - March 25, 2004
March 25, 2004
I can't believe I put all that work into my science fair project, just so we could lose at the districts. I guess I could've seen this coming. It's not like a stupid volcano is going to wow the crowds. I don't really know why I'm being such a big baby about this. It's not like I'm an aspiring scientist or anything.
I think the real reason I'm so angry about this science fair thing is cuz of the way Kaelin's been acting. I lose the science fair, so I'm a bit whiny about the whole thing, right? Well, he tells me that I should stop acting stupid and just get over it. 'Just get over it'? What is that? He's my boyfriend - instead of acting like a jerk, he should just listen to me whine a little. God! Why do boys act so dumb?
So, in case you didn't figure it out, I haven't spoken to Kaelin since last Friday. We were supposed to hang out on Tuesday and watch American Idol together but I didn't call him. I really don't think it's unreasonable to expect my boyfriend to be there for me when I'm having a bad day. I know I'll have to sort this out with him soon. Maybe we can talk tomorrow after school.
I really don't know what I'm gonna say to Kaelin though... I realize I've been acting kind of silly about this whole thing, but I still think he should have been more sensitive, you know? This whole relationship thing just continues to get more complicated. I don't really have to many close friends who have a BF or GF (though, Simon seems to be headed that way!) so I don't have a whole lot to compare things to. I guess I'll just figure things out as I go. Time to turn up the tunes and chill. I'm listening to that band, Yellowcard, that gnarlydude28 was talking about. Good stuff.