Sindy's Blog - March 24, 2005
March 24, 2005
I don't regret my decision to break-up with Kaelin, but not having a boyfriend really makes things kind of depressing. The prom is coming up and I picked my dress out months ago, thinking Kaelin and I would be going - but I guess that's not going to happen!
I guess I'm just worried that if I show up alone, Kaelin will be there with some new girl and my evening will be totally ruined. But I don't want to just sit at home and be a big loser either. It would be so much easier if I could just find another date. I know that it shouldn't matter, but I can't seem to stop worrying about what it's going to be like seeing Kaelin there.
Maybe I should just round up a couple of girls to all head to the prom with me. We could get totally dressed up and walk into the prom looking spectacular. I just can't let Kaelin know that I've been upset about our break-up. Not in an I-wish-I-had-him-back kind of way, just in a it-sucks-that-he-was-such-a-jerk way. I think I should call A.J up and make her come with me. She hasn't been spending as much time with her new friends lately and I think it would be really great for us to spend some time together.
So, I guess I've just convinced myself to go to the prom then, huh? I should probably start making a few additions to my dress and stuff. I want to add some rhinestones to my dress and shoes. All the prom stuff I've been reading says that glittery jewels are super hot this year. Better get to work! I'll be sure to let you all know what happens at the dance. Fingers crossed I have a good time!