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Living in a Shell

Posted about about 4 years by Carina1_2573034

My life pretty much looks like this : something upsets me, but instead of confronting it, I just slap on a smile and bury the hurt to dig it up later. Well, I decided that I am tired of this charade of happiness.

If you were to see me when I was sad then again when I was happy, you wouldn't see a difference in my facial features. But there are little things that always give me away to those who know me well.

For example, when I'm nervous, I habitually rub my fingers. When I'm mad, I don't laugh as much.

You're probably wondering why I am even typing this. The answer is : it's an outlet for me. I feel like I will explode with all of this built up anger and frustration and this is how Ideal with it. I know I sound like a grumpy jerk, but I am typically happy anyway.
I rarely get mad, and maybe that's why I don't know how to talk about it. Oh well. Can you please post polite comments, and maybe some suggestions?

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