"catsrcool12" wrote:
My mom passed away in April, and my dad is always with my brother. I spend my evenings in my room alone, since my dad doesn't bother to care.
The other day my dad knocked on my door, so I opened it. He asked me "what I was doing" and I told him that I was reading since I was, and he said "Okay, I was just wondering since you are always up here" then he started to walk away slightly, so I said "Well, you and Jayden are always down stairs" acting like I don't exist, I wanted to add but I didn't.
Tears started to well up in my eyes, but he just said "Oh, so it's my fault? I come up here, but you just shoo me away" He mumbled some other things under his breath, but he was already half way down the stairs, and my door was already closed.I sat with my back against my door, and I sobbed quietly. It hurt me so bad. My friends can tell when I'm sad when I'm texting them, just bye the things I say, but my dad can't tell when something is wrong even when I have tears in my eyes!
Ever since my mom has passed away, nothing had been the same. My dad slowly started to drift away from me, and I now spend my evenings in my room, often on here.
I know I need to tell someone, to tell someone who can help... but I don't know who.So my question is- Who can I tell? Who should I tell?
Because it is really is hurting me.
He acts like I'm invisible, but yet when company is over, he acts like I'm so wonderful! Like I'm the best! Like he never forgot or ignored me!
The other night, it was 7pm, and he still hadn't made supper yet, so I had to make supper for me, and just as I was finishing, he came up and started making supper!
My brother also really hates me.
He acts like I'm never there, blames everything on ##, ### ##### ## severely inappropriate name every day.
I can have a perfect sunny day (not that happens often) and then come home- and BAM! It's ruinened!
When I wake up, my dad is gone because of work, and when I come home from school he isn't home either, and I usually see him once or twice in the evening, although I'm convinced that he has forgotten about me.
I put on a fake smile every day, acting like nothing is wrong, I have done that ever since grade 1, and I'm in grade 7 now. I hide my pain, and I don't let anyone see me sad.
I have told a couple friends, but not everything, I trust almost no one! I trust My grandma who lives in a different province, and I half trust one of my best friends.
So- (sorry for all that writing and ranting) Please help me!
Who should I talk to?
"catsrcool12" wrote:
My mom passed away in April, and my dad is always with my brother. I spend my evenings in my room alone, since my dad doesn't bother to care.
The other day my dad knocked on my door, so I opened it. He asked me "what I was doing" and I told him that I was reading since I was, and he said "Okay, I was just wondering since you are always up here" then he started to walk away slightly, so I said "Well, you and Jayden are always down stairs" acting like I don't exist, I wanted to add but I didn't.
Tears started to well up in my eyes, but he just said "Oh, so it's my fault? I come up here, but you just shoo me away" He mumbled some other things under his breath, but he was already half way down the stairs, and my door was already closed.I sat with my back against my door, and I sobbed quietly. It hurt me so bad. My friends can tell when I'm sad when I'm texting them, just bye the things I say, but my dad can't tell when something is wrong even when I have tears in my eyes!
Ever since my mom has passed away, nothing had been the same. My dad slowly started to drift away from me, and I now spend my evenings in my room, often on here.
I know I need to tell someone, to tell someone who can help... but I don't know who.So my question is- Who can I tell? Who should I tell?
Because it is really is hurting me.
He acts like I'm invisible, but yet when company is over, he acts like I'm so wonderful! Like I'm the best! Like he never forgot or ignored me!
The other night, it was 7pm, and he still hadn't made supper yet, so I had to make supper for me, and just as I was finishing, he came up and started making supper!
My brother also really hates me.
He acts like I'm never there, blames everything on ##, ### ##### ## severely inappropriate name every day.
I can have a perfect sunny day (not that happens often) and then come home- and BAM! It's ruinened!
When I wake up, my dad is gone because of work, and when I come home from school he isn't home either, and I usually see him once or twice in the evening, although I'm convinced that he has forgotten about me.
I put on a fake smile every day, acting like nothing is wrong, I have done that ever since grade 1, and I'm in grade 7 now. I hide my pain, and I don't let anyone see me sad.
I have told a couple friends, but not everything, I trust almost no one! I trust My grandma who lives in a different province, and I half trust one of my best friends.
So- (sorry for all that writing and ranting) Please help me!
Who should I talk to?
You should tell your dad and your brother exactly how you feel and how you want to deal with it. Holding it in wont help anything at all. Hope you and your family patch up your relationship
So cut my wrists
And black my eyes
So I can fall asleep tonight
Or die.
Because you kill me.
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