Are your parents strict or not?
I've been stuck spending a good portion of my life in a house and doing homeschooling. Sad to say, but I've learnt to keep secrets and whatnot to save from getting in trouble!
"The most precious possession you have in the world is your own people, and for this people, and for the sake of this people, we will struggle and fight, and never slacken, never tire, never lose courage, and never lose faith." ~The Leader
Our Aryan heritage has been stolen, hail Vril, hail Thule, hail the black sun.