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I don't think that you should "hate your life"!
I really don't have any advice, and I wish I did. Hopefully it gets better.
Have you tried talking to your father about what's going on?
I kinda go through something similar. My mother really doesn't pay much attention to me. It's almost as if she's too lenient with me. My father is gone for about 12 hours for his job and his commute, and he's really tired after work, but he will at least talk to me.
I'm the middle child with an older sister, who's not home much, and two younger brothers. My younger brothers seem to get all the attention from my mother.
But, as far as your situation, I would just suggest that you keep doing what's right and you know what you did and what you did not do.
"The body says what words cannot."
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Just keep swimming
Trust me when I say that there are a lot of people in poorer situations than you.
Your life in fact does not suck.
I know people who have no mother at all, (one of them lost there parents at 6 years old and was adopted by his grandfather who could care less about him) Another whos father left him and his sickly mother to fend for themselves. Another whos father and towns people cold-bloodedly killed his mother in front of him.
The thing im trying to say is: even though there life's took a bad turn (and there world was crumbling) they still proceeded to stand back up and make the best of it.
im sure you can do the same in your situation.
You should not hate your life. Its more precious than you or any one could understand.
I'm not dead yet...
The further you are sunk a lie, the more hurt you will be later when you hear the truth. It's harsh, but its reality. Someone has got to break it to you eventually, I choose to tell you early. Why? Because I care, Because I don't want you to suffer like others I have watched give up on everything
Peace out !
What just happened with you and mom....is not good. I think MY best advice from what I went through, just try talking to your mom maybe? But if she said "So I don't care" then I don't really know WHY she would say that at all. Try talking to your mom if she's not busy and get this all worked out. YOUR the only one tht can stop this. It's really up to you. So whatever you do FIND out what's the reason, maybe. Talking o her is I think the best way.
"Stand up for your rights, even if it means standing ALONE." -Unknown.