Im Jax, and the important thing you should know about me is.. Im Emo/Scene... Just not a cutter.
I told my parents THREE Years ago that I was Emo... To this day my mom does not like it and she doesn't accept me for who I am.. The big thing is she does not like any of my friends or anything I do. She doesn't like what I wear. But she buys me the cloths. This past week we got into a big fight about how I need for girlfriends and I need to stop hanging out with all the guys. But I tried to explain that in Middle school I lost all my girlfriends when a problem came up. Also when I was bullied for many different things. I was kind of able to handle it.. But not really.. This Past Thanksgiving Weekend we had family over and I had to clean my room.. Well my mom told me that the room can wait and I should come down and play a game with them... Sooo I did and I won the game (out-smarted the family)... When We finished My mom came over and gave me a hug and kiss. She NEVER does that. This got me very furious because she was being soo fake. So I went upstairs and played with my knife because a Knife is my best friend.. And I started Cutting into my wall to get my anger out... Then I Started to cry...
Do you Guys have any ideas before this breaks me down to the point that I Take The Knife And End My Life?
Thanks Guys..... /: