I acted excited cause I got rosettes and lollies and mum took me out for jodpurs and boots but now I feel a bit sick and tight and wobbly even though it was fun on wednesday and I have 3 sort of friends there already and the horse I rode, Bob, was great!
Mum's in Wales and having a nice time so I don't want to dull her and I talked to Dad but he said 'don't worry I don't know what mum will think sorry'. I don't want to say no or quit later on cause:
I'll feel bad to Bob
The stables is just up the road so when I see the owner (who's real nice to me) or the instructor (who's at my school) I'll feel bad for saying no I don't want to join you
I feel like mum will be disappointed cause she used to adore riding and had 2 horses and a pony
I always begged to ride since I was 3 and so it's been over a decade!
It costs cash. Cash, cash, cash. From mum and dad's pockets. Cash.
Elfy and Kathy her bestie forever!!!!