Posted about 4 years ago
I'm the odd child out of the family; I like different things than everyone. Like my mom is a country person, my sister is practically a pop-diva in a nutshell, and my dad's...well, he curses a lot and knows stuff about cars. I, however, like video games and anything Japanese/Korean/anime.
This has been affecting me a lot. I'm the youngest as well as being the odd one out, so whenever I want to play a game, everyone claims they're busy or says they don't want to play. I'd be fine with it normally, but...they say it all the time now, and it's really just starting to hurt.
I know I'm not the best person out there, and I know I'm not the best sister or the best daughter, but...
What can I do about this? Is there a way I can get my family to actually want to play with me? Is there a way to get my sister to stop being so mean to me whenever I try to talk to her?
I know this isn't much, but...I really just don't know what to do...
no one ever speaks after i put in my thoughts
they pretend i never said anything at all
and all the kids cried out
please stop, you're scaring me
i can't help this awful energy
w h o i s i n c o n t r o l
i hide behind a mask of abrasive roleplay characters and extensive posts
so no one sees the real me