We've just moved up into a new year, a new class. At the end of last year I became best friends with my beautiful Madeleine. She didn't like her old friend Sunny and then we met. She was upset for a while but now she's got over it and were all friends again. We sit on different tables now. The only other girl on her table was a girl called Kristie so they talked and bonded. I was jealous to start with but then she got the message and cleared off for a while but Madeleine got bored of me. So we had to have Kristie in our group. Madeleine went on holiday for a while and Kristie played with Stacy. I played with Tianee and Chloe. Madeleine came back and came to me first. Kristie came straight back. I decided today was the day I told Kristie to clear off. And I did. I said she needed more friends and Madeleine agreed. We spoke to her. And after a week or so she cleared off. Me and Madeleine are like this -- now. Everything's OK. But how i felt when they were together, is how I think Sunny felt when we kicked her out. And now we just done the same to Kristie. Every so often I feel really guilty....................

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