i do hockey (just say my name is Julie) and when I was being sub with two other girls (I'll call them Heather and Flora), I heard them saying very mean things about two other girls (I'll call them Tracy and Diana) so when I was being sub with Tracy and Diana, I told them what I had heard, I though they should know as backstabbing isn't very nice and I've experienced it and it was horrible. So yeah. So later everyone finds out, turns out Heather didn't really mean anything and it was just a misunderstanding but not Flora. Flora says she didn't say anything but I know what I heard and everyone believes Flora because she's so much more popular and I'm a loner so everyone hates me (except my friends) and since my last name is Shaw, on the bus they are like: "Are you sure Julie Shaw" in a really mean way and since they have English accents, sure sounds exactly like shaw and that's why they used it and also: "are you sure your not lying Julie shaw" and they say all of this very harshly. And they've been doing other stuff to bully me, this is just in the bus as I don't see those girls much and they're not in my classes. Even my friend Dani is doing to the same thing (well she WAS my friend, ever since year 8 started, she would ignore me and wasn't very friendly anymore, in year 7 we were so close ) I'm not very sociable and I'm very awkward cuz I don't fit in at my school, everyone has known each other since early primary school and I moved here last august and didn't know one single person, I even get teased because of my American accent (I'm not American and never been there either, I had been living in south east Asia) like they mimic me in a mean way. Things at home aren't doing well either, my mom lives in Australia, I only get to visit her once a year and she was my everything, I had lived with her all my life including my moms side if the family, now I've been separated from them and my dads always in faraway countries doing work so I'm stuck here with my stepmom I absolutely hate! help please. I feel lonely and ugly at school, I don't fit in, I'm not popular, I'm just the clever clogs with the American accent, all the popular kids hate me and I just can't stand them, they are so full of themselves. I just want to go back to my old home, where I belong, where I fit in and my friends actually want to talk and hang out with me. I only ever get to see my best friend once a year for a weekend in the summer. It's a 12 hour and then 2 hour trip from here on the plane I feel so deppressed even though I smile all the time and bottle everything up and act like it's okay ((((( help
Your amazing,unique and yourself.Don't let the haters stop you! You're gorgeous in you're in way. <3
Hope this helps(happy) Stay Strong!!