So to start off,I was like friendless throughout 7th and 8th grade basically because people thought I was ugly and stuff so I never really talked to anyone in the 9th grade I made new friends and they really helped me to get my self-confidence up by a little so I started talking to this girl lets call her 'X' and her best friend 'Y'. It took me a while to get to know them and then over that period We three became best friends. I was more close to 'X' than 'Y'. I always helped her in studies,whenever other people insulted her I stood up for her I even sorted things between her boyfriend and her. Things were going great. School went out for summer's we met once or twice we became closer than ever then school started. Things were going normal until mid-August. 'X' thought I was hanging out more with 'Y' and other people and she got angry. I told her that I can keep my friends but I will always be close to you and things were normal but suddenly the next day she started ignoring me a little and she was hanging with a friend of ours. I didn't really care much. This went on for a week and I had stopped talking 'X' like we used to and I was hoping that 'X' would come back to normal but she didn't so one day I asked her what was wrong so she replied nothing and asked me why I thought that so I said the truth that she has been acting weird,mean and has been ignoring me so she was like she's not mean and I'm just jealous of the boy that she hangs out with now. This was the first time in the two years where I lost my temper, I wasn't jealous of that boy and why would I be jealous. Yes I did feel bad but not because of jealousy because of her behaviour so there was a bad fight a lot of exchange of words then we didn't talk the entire day. I was about to apologize and sort it with her the next day but I see a picture of her with that boy with the caption "You're one of the best things that happened to me". This time I was angry. She hardly knew this boy for a month and he didn't do anything for her and I was there through her worst times and she never said this too me. It made me feel useless. All bad thoughts and memories came back to my mind and then we weren't friends for around a month then we sorted it. We had around three to four fights in between in which I came to know her true colours. I had thought to myself that I'd forget everything but I just couldn't. Then one day she said that I'm not the same and I've changed so I said that Obviously I won't be the same after everything you said and did so she said you don't care about me,our friendship never meant anything to you,you're the worst so I said that If it didn't mean anything to me I wouldn't have done anything for you. Then things turned worse she started taking my friends away from me and I don't know what she tells them but everyone has changed now. I never hated her. I loved her so much,I was the one who cared for her the most but she never appreciated that. According to me she went to friend who was better looking. So It hurt me that after all that I did for her I never really got anything but insults and after my break gets over I'm planning not to talk to anyone because I believe everyone's the same. She's more popular and she'll will turn everyone against me.
I just want to know that what I did was the right thing and I believe that She hurt me more than enemies can, do you?