She was special in her own way but we never realized it until she left....God knows if shes coming back or i we will ever see her again but all i want is just a moment even ONE minute to just tell her sorry . She isnt special because I like her more than the other two or because she has more talent or whatever it was because she was made special but i never realized it until she left and now im yearning to speak to her just to hear her voice.
At times i screamed at her unnecessarily because then i had problems of my own and icouldnt take her big ideas for the world, i just wanted to be alone and every time she came i would scream and yell at her to go away and now...now i justy wish i could reverse times and change that.
Or even speak to her and tell her sorry because even in all that she never ever rejected the fact that im her bff..... she still called me her best friend forever!!!!!!!!!!!!