Hey guys ... I like a guy here, hes great and funny and soo sweet,i really like like him, one time he was jokin and said hes goin to be mean and i was heart broken bcz he after everything we've been through he decided to be mean and to be and i was heart broken and i started to cry and here were all my problems came, after he said hes sorry i forgive him and i shouldnt have fogiven him bcz he made me cry. I have a golden rule in my life that says if a person made me cry i never forgive them... After that we fought again and i knew that this is ganna happen however we were back again friends and my luck was becomin bad bcz i broke my rule and always forgave him.. I felt like i was fightin my soul and sayin i was stupid for givin him a second chance and then i found out that he has a friend that he loves a lot and i was broken to peices .. I cried myself to sleep . I didnt want to thinkabout him .... Then when i read somethin and got madand drove off to the highwa y to go to the beach when i knew i dont know how to drive so i lost control of the car and stuff happemed and i had a big accident .. My sis told him i was in a half coma meanin that i was wakin up ... I started saying something about im sorry ... forgive me and stuff ... Then when i woke up i didnt want to talk to him bcz i was still heart broken then when i was better i looked and he deleted me and i dont know why .. I moss him soo bad .. Do i leave him forever?? I dont know whats wrong .. Do i tell him how i feel ?