I made a poem thingy so read it and it will explain (hopefully) honestly i don't know how else to describe it.
Grade 4 I had a crush on you
Grade 5 came ‘round and you had changed
I moved onto someone new
Grade 6 I had a major crush on your best friend
Grade 7 came ‘round and now you’re sitting behind me
We chat a bit
Turns out you’re not like the other “poplulars”
We soon became best friends
You broke up with this girl
She was beautiful, and I’m nothing compared to her
Something happened between you two that I don’t know
Next thing I know- you’re dating someone else
Just as beautiful
But my feelings had changed
I wanted to be more than best friends
But I kept my mouth shut
I think that you liked this girl lots
And it’s obvious that she really likes you too
I don’t want to ruin it, but yet I do
We have been moved, and you now sit beside me
This girl halfway across the room
You say that you work best around me
That my writing is gold
We whisper in class, never getting caught
And each time you lean beside me to whisper something in my ear
Your arm brushes against mine
And my heart starts going a mile a minutes
You were poking me today
And I asked you why
You said “you’re my best friend; I can poke you if I want”
And I lightly punched you in the shoulder
You gave me a puzzled look and asked me why I did that
And I told you “You’re my best friend, am I not allowed to?”
He just sat there for a while then said “But what if you’re not my best friend?”
I said the most stupid thing that I could!
I said “I am your best friend though, right?”
And he said yeah
What I should have said is “If I’m not your best friend what am I?”
Today while I walked home, I thought about you, and this girl
At the last period we were working together, and she came up and asks you to work with her
And he does
He ditches me for her
It broke my heart
The things they said made me feel sick
Not because they were sick,
But because I like him a lot
It’s like you rip my heart apart then glues it back together
What you don’t realize is
That I really do like you
And I want to be more than best friends
if you don't understand, tell me and i will try to explain... but please help me!
I'm so confused?
My name is Jess♥
I love country music.
I love my friends, and family.
I love my crazy cat, Daisy.
This is me, Jess♥.