"Okay. We'll try." I jumped up on top of him and sighed. It was going to be hard.Especially because Rose was in the other room and has walked in on us before. I couldn't relax. But I made it seem like I could. We got through it pretty quick,but I just hoped it worked.
"You want to name our baby after Dumbledore don't you?" I knew it. " And his middle name after Snape?"They both had huge influences on Harry's life...."I agree."
(Time/Location change, 2 months later. AT Ron & Hermione's house...Hermione has taken a pregnancy test.....Ginny and Harry are decorating Albus' room.)
Devistation was the first thing to hit me as I stare down at the negative result. We continue to try and try but all we get is negative results. I was so disapointed. I threw the test in the garbage and pushed passed Ron,who had been standing there,waiting for the results. I ran to our room,crying. He didn't need to know the result....
I flopped down on the bed and hugged my pillow to my chest. Rose was at daycare so I wasn't worried that she'd see me and panic.
"Negative." I whispered to myself. I heard the clanging of the garbage can and footsteps down the hall. I knew Ron would be devestated too. He wanted another child as much as I did.
We now 100% knew we were having a boy,Harry and I. We had painted Albus, room bright blue,which used to be the guest room. James has adjusted to Harry and I being out all the time. I lied the blue knit blanket down inside Albus' crib and smiled. I was so exicted. The doctor told me I wouldn't make it this far....but I knew I could. And I did. I felt the baby move inside me and my hand flew to my stomach. Kind of a reflex.
"Hey buddy." I whispered." We can't wait to have you here. Your big brother is really excited."
"Childhood is not from birth to a certain age and at a certain age the child is grown, and puts away childish things. Childhood is the kingdom where nobody dies."