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I cut and starve myself #2

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Okay, since everyone thinks my cutting is just me overreacting because of one thing and because odteen years lol. I shall explainith why I douth cutith As a kid, I was always over-weight. I was teased constantly by classmates and had no friends untill about 6th grade. It didn't help that I had really bad looking hair, which I was also teased on. In 5th grade this boy named Justus started bullying me, like actually bullying me, calling me fat and stupid. Eventually everyone started saying that and I didn't tell anyone. By 6th grade I hated everything about myself, I couldn't stand seeing myself in reflections, and I wished I could just die. At one point, on my birthday my two closest friend at the time beat me up in a parking lot of my birthday party, and no one even cared. For some reason I still was close with them, and one of the girls and I got in a fight and she called me "a (not appropriate style) who is a total B word and an Emo-goth wh0*e." Yeah. Then next year, all my friends I'd made kind of just gave up on me. Not caring that I'd started cutting, not wanting to hang out, they just kind of rejected me. And I've decided it's because im the fat friend. So I started starving myself. My parents yell at me constantly. The people in class make fun of me and the teachers dot do anything. That girl who told my parents was mad at me because I said something about one of her favorite bands, and she was pissed. She says she's depressed, but I know she's not. We used to hang out all the time and she never once told me one of her problems that mattered very much. She just does it to fit in. And I do wish for death, okay? I am Christian. And have tried to turn to Christ but that hasn't worked. Sorry for my ranting, there is so much more.

Slit my wrists, and skip dinner, i guess these things are what make me a sinner


I cut and starve myself #2

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i think you should talk to your parents and/or a counselor  and ask your parents if you can move

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"ConstantlyInLalaland" wrote:

Okay, since everyone thinks my cutting is just me overreacting because of one thing and because odteen years lol. I shall explainith why I douth cutith As a kid, I was always over-weight. I was teased constantly by classmates and had no friends untill about 6th grade. It didn't help that I had really bad looking hair, which I was also teased on. In 5th grade this boy named Justus started bullying me, like actually bullying me, calling me fat and stupid. Eventually everyone started saying that and I didn't tell anyone. By 6th grade I hated everything about myself, I couldn't stand seeing myself in reflections, and I wished I could just die. At one point, on my birthday my two closest friend at the time beat me up in a parking lot of my birthday party, and no one even cared. For some reason I still was close with them, and one of the girls and I got in a fight and she called me "a ####### who is a total B word and an Emo-goth wh0*e." Yeah. Then next year, all my friends I'd made kind of just gave up on me. Not caring that I'd started cutting, not wanting to hang out, they just kind of rejected me. And I've decided it's because im the fat friend. So I started starving myself. My parents yell at me constantly. The people in class make fun of me and the teachers dot do anything. That girl who told my parents was mad at me because I said something about one of her favorite bands, and she was pissed. She says she's depressed, but I know she's not. We used to hang out all the time and she never once told me one of her problems that mattered very much. She just does it to fit in. And I do wish for death, okay? I am Christian. And have tried to turn to Christ but that hasn't worked. Sorry for my ranting, there is so much more.
I'm so sorry! I'm beiing bullied, but not bc of my appearance. Try to keep your distance from haters, and stay close to likers. Tell your parents. They'll help you indeed. If you need more advice, add me and just remember to keep the distance from the haters. Do NOT wish for death. It will NOT solve ALL your problems. It'll just make your life worse. 

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I cut and starve myself #2

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i know im not a jr mod..but can you remove the swears in that 0.0?

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i think u should still have faith,be who u r and don't try to change. how do u expect ppl to like u if u don't like urself. be proud of who u r stand tall, they just have a sad life and want to take it out on someone, make someone else's life miserable. hang on, tell ur parents trusted relations or ur teacher.
smile. u have friends u just need to find them Love

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"brunostar" wrote:

i know im not a jr mod..but can you remove the swears in that 0.0?
I already had to edit it alot, sorry.

Slit my wrists, and skip dinner, i guess these things are what make me a sinner


I cut and starve myself #2

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"ConstantlyInLalaland" wrote:



"brunostar" wrote:


i know im not a jr mod..but can you remove the swears in that 0.0?
I already had to edit it alot, sorry.
its ok smile

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I cut and starve myself #2

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"ConstantlyInLalaland" wrote:

Okay, since everyone thinks my cutting is just me overreacting because of one thing and because odteen years lol. I shall explainith why I douth cutith As a kid, I was always over-weight. I was teased constantly by classmates and had no friends untill about 6th grade. It didn't help that I had really bad looking hair, which I was also teased on. In 5th grade this boy named Justus started bullying me, like actually bullying me, calling me fat and stupid. Eventually everyone started saying that and I didn't tell anyone. By 6th grade I hated everything about myself, I couldn't stand seeing myself in reflections, and I wished I could just die. At one point, on my birthday my two closest friend at the time beat me up in a parking lot of my birthday party, and no one even cared. For some reason I still was close with them, and one of the girls and I got in a fight and she called me "a (not appropriate style) who is a total B word and an Emo-goth wh0*e." Yeah. Then next year, all my friends I'd made kind of just gave up on me. Not caring that I'd started cutting, not wanting to hang out, they just kind of rejected me. And I've decided it's because im the fat friend. So I started starving myself. My parents yell at me constantly. The people in class make fun of me and the teachers dot do anything. That girl who told my parents was mad at me because I said something about one of her favorite bands, and she was pissed. She says she's depressed, but I know she's not. We used to hang out all the time and she never once told me one of her problems that mattered very much. She just does it to fit in. And I do wish for death, okay? I am Christian. And have tried to turn to Christ but that hasn't worked. Sorry for my ranting, there is so much more.
My best friend has the same problem as you do. And I'm so sorry about what your going through, try talking to an adult about this.

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I cut and starve myself #2

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"brunostar" wrote:



"ConstantlyInLalaland" wrote:






"brunostar" wrote:




i know im not a jr mod..but can you remove the swears in that 0.0?
I already had to edit it alot, sorry.
its ok smile








Can we  just get her to know that this is KINDA a BAD situation??? Or maybe it's just her hormones! IDK!!!! 

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Me, well, I have more flaws than I would be able to count, but you want to know somet


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