I know everyone is gonna think this is weird but the song that I relate to is
Scared of Beautiful by Brandy.Everyone thinks I'm weird for liking Brandy because she started her career before my time. I swear when I first heard the song and read the lyrics, i said "I think she wrote this song because she had a dream about MY life." The song really reminds me of me.
Lyrics: No wonder why there's no mirrors on these walls no more can't tell me why you're so terrified of beautiful scared of the good more than the evil scared of the light more than the dark scared of the truth so much more than a lie i'm scared for me I'm scared of me scared of beautiful.
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