We diddnt talk for about a month after that. I was laying in bed late one night, when my phone rang. I rolled over and looked at at it Ty was calling. I answered. He said he wanted to sse me. So i grabbed my stf and headed to my car. I took the 30 thirty minute drive to his house. He let me in. He calimed he wanted to talk but i knew where this was going. He just wanted to ###### ####, for the night, i knew yet i turned around and walk out the door, like i probably should. Over the last 4 1/2 years we had hooked up several times. I hadnt ever minded and i still didnt mind tonight either. I missed and if this was what i had to do to stay in his life, then is what i would do. We didnt do this very often. And we knew this was risky. I had got prego once before but lost the baby. So we only did this ever few months. And it was more or less when he wanted to. Last was about a six months ago, and he was getting more frequent with these calls. And we might not be together but i loved with all my heart. Ty was my first love. I didnt have anything to do the next day or the next night either. We only stopped long enough for him to ##### when he wanted to. Other then that we comtinued, and ty called the shots. I knew what he liked so i could have called the shots, but he wanted to try a few new things this time.
This was contious for almost two days and two nights. I wanted to stop sooner, i was getting sore but Ty wouldnt let me. And when i tried to pull away he told if i did he would tell everyone about everything that had happened to us in the past 4 1/2 years. So i continued. I passed every once in a while, and did passed out a few times as well.
Im not a fan im a DIRECTIONER!