I don't care if you read this, I just want it out there.
5 short years, of in one word: wow.
Friends at first, nothing else.
Something came up.
A stupid crush.
Then something more.
Look forward to the next day to see you.
The reason why I get up, and make myself look pretty.
Fun and stupid times together.
Pretty sure that I was something special to you.
Life was good, and never like it was before.
Never admitted it out loud.
Until one person forced it out of me.
Too much to keep in.
Couldn't tell my best friend.
No one.
Precious secret.
Mine.
Until someone new came.
No!
This can't be happening to me.
How can you do this to me?
Tried everything for you to get back to me.
That stupid girl.
I just couldn't be friends with her, not after what she did to me.
The year is over, she's gone now, but never the same between us.
When you walked by and said a quick "bye."
I couldn't tell myself it's over.
Never saw him again.
Until one day.
We were at the same place.
Together.
Lost in your green,green eyes.
When that was over, remebering 5 years of everything, everything.
"Bye."
It's been awhile, I cry.
I just wanna see your face, for a second.
I just want to say...
"Thank you for everything."
But this is no fariy tale.
