I concentrated on his breathing. It was like a soothing lullaby. I drifted off into a deep sleep, comfortably. 

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We slept for a few hours, peacefully and undisturbed. Finally, at around one oclock in the afternoon, I awoke, my arms still holding her and feeling much more refreshed. I glanced down at her and my eyes immediately grew soft. She truly was sleeping beauty. She seemed to still be asleep, and I brushed the hair from her face and left my hand on her soft jaw. I sat there, just looking at her for a few moments, the curve of her lips, the barely noticable freckles, the shimmer where her eyelashes connected with her eye. I pressed my lips gently to her forehead, not wishing to awake her.

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His soft lips gently kissed my forehead, peacefully awakening me. I slowly opened my eyes, fluttering them to adjust my sight. I smiled when I saw his face.
"Good morning."
I kissed his lips softly.
"How did you sleep?"

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I smiled at her "yeah, great thanks" I answerd "what about you?" I asked, resting my head back on the soft pillows.

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I nodded, resting my head on his chest and snuggling up next to him. 

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I rubbed her back softly. "So you feeling better, you know...off yesterday" I asked with a slight frown at myself. I was actually a total #####.

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"Jasper, I'm fine."
I kissed his lips gently, trying to take away his guilt. I brushed his cheek with the back of my hand, then rubbed my fingers through his hair, a soft smile on my face. 

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I sighed and continued frowning. "You werent though" I sighed again "and it was my stupid fault" I mumbled, covering my face with my free hand. Why didn't I just think for once in my life. Everything was always because I'd messed up or mis judged something.

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"Jasper stop..."
I moved his hand away from his face and gazed into his eyes. My expression was sincere. 
"I don't care about what happened. Stop putting this all on yourself."
I kissed his cheek, then snuggled up close to him, wrapping my arms around him. 

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I shook my head "its just the fact that I even did it in the first place Grace" I frowned "I'm just sick of being this person who's hurted so many people, who's known as the one who will hurt you" I looked at the ceiling "I want to change Gracie, I want to be... normal" I sighed

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