What im trying to say:
Be grateful for what you have. There will always be someone who has it much harder than you. Life is not all bad just keep moving forward and enjoy every good thing that comes along. When you do that, then you can be truly happy.
I'm not dead yet...
The further you are sunk a lie, the more hurt you will be later when you hear the truth. It's harsh, but its reality. Someone has got to break it to you eventually, I choose to tell you early. Why? Because I care, Because I don't want you to suffer like others I have watched give up on everything