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Is it weird that I enjoy hurting myself? I mean, not physically, but mentally and emotionally. I like looking in the mirror and saying hurtful things to myself. How I'm never good enough. Never smart enough. Never pretty enough. How I'm so worthless and unloved.
Then after that I just end up breaking down. Actually, people I'm close to compliment me and everything, and I just smile and nod. But there's actually not a part of me that believes even a little bit of it.
Maybe this hatred of myself came from my childhood, when everyone always made fun of me because of my looks. Even now I get insulted by people I don't even know, saying mean things to me. And maybe part of this is because I'm an HSP (Highly Sensitive Person), so I'm a lot more emotional than normal people. People ridiculed me without knowing that it hurts me more than they think.

Somebody please help me? I don't need compliments, I need advice. Frown

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Posted over 4 years ago

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hmmm. I know! love your self! Look and the mirror and say you are good enough and smart enough. When people compliment you , accept it!  Look in the mirror and say " their right! I am pretty smart etc " Don't let those jerks that don't know you bring you down. They don't know you. They don't know your cool smart funny etc. Remember: love your self and don't let buttheads say stuff that is not true. And listen when people say nice things to you.

Hope all this helps! smile

Being normal is so boring~
Why not be insane instead?

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