Then after that I just end up breaking down. Actually, people I'm close to compliment me and everything, and I just smile and nod. But there's actually not a part of me that believes even a little bit of it.
Maybe this hatred of myself came from my childhood, when everyone always made fun of me because of my looks. Even now I get insulted by people I don't even know, saying mean things to me. And maybe part of this is because I'm an HSP (Highly Sensitive Person), so I'm a lot more emotional than normal people. People ridiculed me without knowing that it hurts me more than they think.
Somebody please help me? I don't need compliments, I need advice.
Obtuse, rubber goose, green moose, guava juice, giant snake, birthday cake, large fries, chocolate shake!