I walked through the door of Evan's house and sat down next to Beth.My eyes were all sore from crying and I felt the tears coming on again. I wondered how it was possible.How could someone deliberatly murder my mother and escape like that?It just doesn't seem right. I couldn't help but think of Bella and how she and I would go on without her in our lives.Where would we go?Certianly the police wouldn't trust Rob to raise me,considering his record. But where would we go? Aunt Linda and Uncle Jesse lie out of the country,and that's the only family I know,plus they have Lyla,Nicky and Kaitlynn to look after.
I realized I was crying again and really noticably because I felt Beth nidge me,heard Evan clear his throat and Emma ran her fingers through my hair.Evan and Emma knew about my mothers murder but Beth didn't.That's probably why he got us all here early.I sighed and messily wiped the tears from my face.
"Sorry.I'm a mess.I know, it's just-" I choked and went back to crying.My mom was the only peson I could vent to about my true feelings.She was the one who got me ready for my first date with Eddie,who got ri of my first school day jitters,and now she's gone.
"Childhood is not from birth to a certain age and at a certain age the child is grown, and puts away childish things. Childhood is the kingdom where nobody dies."