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ItzMe : girl : 15 : United Kingdom : Greater London

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be true to her, be true to him, be true to me, but most of all, be true to you

I hav 2 rewrite everything on here coz it disappeared wen my computer crashed :(..so its gonna b much shorter (*edit*its not short anymore by now =]), and im gonna hav 2 add bit by bit (im no good at forcin myself 2 think of something). well, here goes..
My names Elena, and im 15. im ME, and i dnt understand ppl who try 2 b like others jst 2 fit in or b liked. im usually shy, till u get 2 know me, but im always more of a quiet, drawn bak person. tho i sometimes start talkin and then i cnt stop *grins*.
i luv riting, stories, poems, anything really. usually fiction, apart from my poems. i put the emotions i cnt/dnt show in them. I often feel like i need a good hug (so yh, i love hugs). i can get really lonely =[. im a very sensitive person.. i guess i hav wat u might call depressions. i call them minor depressions. 'minor' enuf 4 me 2 hide them lol. tho i cry easy (if u think im a cry baby coz of it, fine, idc). usually i cry wen im alone. i havnt yet found any1 who understands the difficult Me, which can drive me 2 despair some days (*edit*..i may just have found that person..I hope it won't be another heartbreak).
I don't like it when close ppl jst disappear like i never meant anything 2 them. I've been hurt many times by ppl i hav let 2 close 2 my heart, who never cared. i dnt like lies, and always try 2 b honest. if i do end up lying, i get a really bad conscience, and i usually end up talking. tho im good at keepin other ppls secrets (kinda contradicts??).
Im good at skool and hav always been seen as intelligent, tho i don't like admitting it, coz then it seems like im showin off (i dnt like show-offs).
I came 2 england wen i was 6, I lived in germany b4 that, tho i speak english jst as good as german. i started school barely able 2 speak english hehe. i dunno how i managed =\. I hate hurting ppl, and if i hurt others, i hurt myself. if ppl get mad at me, it often makes me upset, tho iv stopped showin it. i jst get confused, not angry. or i jst shake my head and ignore them lol. iv neva been in a fight (jst arguments).
i luv takin pictures (mainly of nature), and observing birds (and takin pics of birds lol). im single and im bi, i guess, tho I go more for guys. I'm not really looking, unless i find some1 really special. And that's about all i can think of..so..byezzz :]
wow..that got loooong!! It's just like..a chunk of text x]