loveless

the first time i saw you
i stood right before you
i gave you my heart
yet you ripped it apart

you laughed at me , spat at me
threw all your hatred at me
until i cryed and cryed and cryed
tears pouring out of my eyes

and then i screamed" i dont want to live!"
" how much more to you must i give?"
pittiying me you drew a gun
and wept as i bled in the blazing sun

now i am dead , lifeless and souless
but most of all i am eternallly loveless

why?