Secret admirer

(BY MICHAELA TERRELL)

Walking down that hall with everybody staring at me felt like swallowing a big huge toad with a wart on its face………anyhow nobody knew the whole story…..they just knew the bits and pieces. Anyhow when I walked up to my hideous orange graffiti locker guess what I found….yeah you guessed it a note….
This is what the note said:
I LOVE YOU. YOU ARE THE PRETTIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD ….meet me in the school parking lot after lunch.
Singed……..
How lame is that...it’s probably just a phony little note to make fun of my last week’s mistake which is now known publicly…….
My name is Tammy Sharp and I'm in the tenth grade…I am six teen….. Not really the popular type….but I do have a reputation…doesn’t mean that it’s a good one, but at least I have one.
Oh there goes Misty Willings…. She’s the type of person that always gets what she wants including the guys …slept with almost the whole football team…I don’t know what it is about her that makes the guys follow her around like dogs …maybe it’s the twins on her chest. Just last week Ryan Thomson captain of the foot ball team started following her around I guess he finally got his turn….
First Period: Mr. Salary teaches my biology class… We usually have a homework assignment a day turned in by the next (or is supposed to be turned in the next day haha)
Second Period: English class taught by Mrs.Galone…I guess this would be my favorite subject. The class is pretty easy all you have to do in the class is get your homework finished or read going over new things or reviewing. It’s a really easy class .The only downer is the stupid Freshmen never knowing what they want and always talking about the dumbest things….like there boy friends and girlfriends always gossiping not that I'm any better myself…(haha).
Brunch: No teacher just snack time. And time to get ready for your next class.
People chat and gossip about their weekend or all the girls who got pregnant and got an abortion or even the ones who kept the baby and took care of them but their dad’s runoff and doesn’t bother to pay Childs support...
Third Period: Algebra 2….Mr. Monscoti teaches it. He has his Favorite students in the class, such as Misty Willings and Tom Tucker…What a coincidence High School’s favorite couple. Ahhhhhh…Cut the crap is all I say to those people are so obsessed with them so that they don’t have to worry about themselves.
Fourth period: History….. Mr. Thomson teaches. He’s really strict usually the about time I get sent to the office… ha .Usually for talking or arguing with the teachers.
Lunchtime: Time to eat your lunch, and time to meet secret admirer…. If there is even one… probably after last weeks mistake. Probably lots of guys want to be with me.
Middle of lunch time here is the story: I was at a party last week hammered. There was this one guy named Scotty Weasel also hammered…. We did it…surprisingly good, he was. First time for me...Probably tenth for him. They caught it on tape posted it on youtube. Now everyone knows and wants some. Horrible rumor to be going around especially when they say that you were just board and wanted something to do, or that you got knocked up in the process. Sad story huh?
After Lunch in the school parking lot: Just to let you know I’m supposed to be in CP ART…. So I am risking a… I mean another demerit. Sitting in my Chevy Tahoe fixing my make up, which had been smeared from exhaustion during MR. Salary’s class? I sat waiting in my car for fifteen minutes before I decided that I should have never kept my hopes up…Anyhow who would like me anyways like I told you in the beginning I’m not the popular type. (Sniff, Sniff).
Finally I came to except it and left and went to my locker and guess what I found….another note.
And here is what it said: Hey babe… sorry I missed you … got sick and went home early… I hope you can understand my reason for not showing up … I just hope that you will give me a second chance. You are my universe that holds my earth … tomorrow meet me in front of your locker at the beginning of lunch.
Love forever,
Your secret admirer
God Damn it! I missed him again… maybe he will stick to his word then five minutes later (after I read the note about ten times) I decided to play sick to and say that I had been sick and throwing up in the bathroom. Ms. Cherry apologized for the major lecture and sent me with a note to the office where I signed out and walked out to my new truck. …When I finally reached my truck I looked at my phone and guess what… I have a new message from a UN known number…
Message one: From: 707 261 5549
Hey babe, are you mad at me?...
Should I show up at your door step
Or should I make you wait?
Love,
Your secret admirer
3:00pm 6/20/08


I texted back:
From: Tammy
No just a little disappointed…
I think I can wait till tomorrow
But on one condition….
You text to me for the rest of
The day so that I can get to
Know a more little about you…
Love,
Tammy



He said:

From: secret admirer
I think I can live on that
Condition…. Lol… so what
Do you want to know?



CHAPTER: 2
RELATIONSHIP OVER THE PHONE


I said:
From: Tammy
Well first how long
Have you liked me?


He said:
From: secret admirer
Well…five months…love ya night!

What the hell was that… he tells me how long he has liked me ….then just says good night…well on the bright side at least I know he doesn’t want to just make out with me, though I will probably make out with him if I end up liking him and go out. But at least I know that he doesn’t want to just make out with me…
I wonder what his name is….. I wonder why he got off his cell so fast …embarrassment maybe? Anyhow I just can’t wait till tomorrow he sounds so sweet, so fake, so real but wonderful at the same time… I bet he’s a great kisser haaaa…


CHAPTER 3: DAY DREAM
I can just imagine it…. We are in Algebra 2 and we are really bored all Mr. Monscoti did for the first thirty minutes of class is lecture us about turning in our home work …okay I may know the subject he was talking about but I was not paying any attention … I was texting him any how we are texting each other and I come up with this great idea…. So, here it is: I go up to the teacher then say I really had to go to the bathroom and I didn’t feel good at all, then ….he would follow …then that would buy us a good ten minutes so he meets me out side the girls bathroom…then I take him in to the girls bathroom …so we finally get in to a stall then that’s where all the magic happens…
He grabs me gently by the face his hands smell like peaches….he moves his head closer to mine…his lips are irresistible… so juicy they call me to business… I continue with the flow our lips meet …his hands slide down my body… I shiver …. He’s a great kisser…. He grabs my breast and then we continue to make out we both come back to class within like five minutes of each other and both say we feel sick…
So when we get out of class we continue in the back seat of my truck…we continue like that for thirty minutes of full blown making out … then we go to my house and he spends the night….where we continue in my closet that night in secret … and that’s when… we do it … he’s great, I’m great …..THE END
Chapter 4: SNAP BACK INTO REALITY
I didn’t snap back into reality till I realized I was actually making out with my pillow…oh my god I cant believe I just did that, wow I really need to watch what I’m day dreaming about next thing you know I’ll be making out with it again … ewww the fuzz from my pillow is all over inside my mouth…gross!!!!!
Imagine if my mom walked in on that episode, how would I explain that…what say that I was practicing for good measure, no then she would expect that I’ve already made out with a guy…then we will have to go through the whole conversation on how to use condoms, birth control and that I should only loose my virginity to a man I really and truly love for who he is and he loves me for who I am..
Then that will lead into having to get abortions and all that… then if I decided that I want to keep it. It would all just be too much then… she would start asking if I all ready lost it then I would say no, but I’d be lying … then I would feel really bad and guilty…
Finally I got into my pajamas then got in bed… but I couldn’t sleep, all I could do was think about all the possibilities …who it could be… weather he would be a good kisser…. Weather he was into doing it ….or how my mom could have just walked in on me a few minutes ago and how horrible that could have turned out and lead to all those awkward conversations…wow wouldn’t that be a mess.
CHAPTER: 5 MORNING RUSH
I got up at around uh 9:00 am! Class started an hour ago….here is what I had to do…..
THE LIST
___________________________
1: CALLL THE SCHOOL…
2: MAKE BED…
3: TAKE SHOWER…
4: DO HAIR…
5: DO MAKE UP…
6: EAT BREAKFAST…
7: PACK BAG…
8: GET CAR KEYS…
9: START CAR…
10: LEAVE…
I had to do all those things in thirty minutes… So by the time I left the house it was already 9:30 am. School starts at 8:00 so I was about an hour and a half late… So everybody was already at third period because it takes thirty minutes to get to school from my house…
When I walked into Mr. Monocot’s class it had just started… today we would be learning about ….and that’s all I heard besides blah blah blah blah …. All I could think about was meeting …him…. In front of my locker… and him saying how much he loved me…. Any how fifteen minutes into the class I got a text…and you’ll never guess who it was from…okay maybe you could but that’s not the point you shouldn’t ruin it for me..
Here’s what the text said:

Hey babe , how much more
boring do you think this class
could get?

I replied:
Actually I stopped listening after
He announced what we were going
To learn about…lol so you are in
my class?


He said:
Almost all of them… you know
if you look around you may
be able to tell who I am …

I replied:
Umm let me guess…
Justin Moralez ?

He said:
Try again…okay here’s a hint
I am wearing a red shirt… that
narrows it down to five guys…
but then you have to get rid of
Justin so that’s four… you have a
1 out of three chances to get it right
then you also have to consider how many
of then are texting right now
love you,
secret admirer

After that he did not text me during that class…I sat there really bored then I thought of the four red shirts. There names were Samuel Kuttington, Ryan Thomson, Mike Ramirez ,and last but not least Clark Holder. Any one of them are not that bad, but who I would least like them to like me is Ryan Thomson he’s to full of himself and thinks he’s the bomb.
The best I would have to say would be Clark Holder and well obviously the other two are in the middle and are just okay.
Fourth period two of the red shirts were in my class excluding Justin Moralez… well Justin isn’t that cute, smart or any thing he’s just a jock that’s it… well during class I got another text from HIM…
And here’s what it said:
Can’t wait till lunch cans you?
Love,
Secret admirer
Who is soon to be known


I said:
Can’t wait! Well, can’t you give me just one more hint?

He said:
Well I guess so…… you are going
To find out in thirty minutes
Any ways … I have brown hair.
Love,
Secret admirer
Well that narrowed it down to two guys which were Clark Holder and Mike Ramirez…either way its not to bad because I have already fallen for him over the phone…so what does it matter what he looks like?... ten more minutes till the end of class…do you know what that means?.. Ten more minutes till I meet him…till I find out who my secret admirer is. The guy that has adored me for so long , the one.
CHAPTER: 6 HIM When the bell finally rang I could feel how fast my heart started to beat. I was so nervous, yet so excited that I could barely stand it… I started to race to my locker two minutes later he was there… he was even more breath taking than before… his brown hair and oh my god the red shirt...
His name was Clark Holder… just the one I had been hoping for how could this get any better? Except then he said ….here I am your secret admirer… then he said something I had been waiting for…..WILL U GO OUT WITH ME?
Yes… is all I could say then he swept me up in his arms hugged me then it happened…he gently grabbed my face and brought his lips to where they were a centimeter apart… then I moved in I kissed him in the hall in front of every body…I didn’t care, I loved him…
CHAPTER: 7 MINE AT LAST
We skipped the rest of the day and went to my house we had two hours till my parents got home who would like totally freak if they ever found out that I brought a boy home with no super vision and on top of that skipped half the school day…
When we got to my house which I have lived in for a total of five years… I’ve had the same address for the same amount of time…boring or what? ... So when we stopped in my drive way… I stopped the truck and said “well this is my house”
As he unfastened his seat belt he leaned over towards me and gave me a peck on the lips…I pulled him closer…we kissed and then…RING,RING… damn it! He said …sorry I have to leave….do you need a ride? I said kind of sad…
After he left I had to come up with a sickness…..my so called parents would be home soon…and would totally freak if I left school for no apparent reason so I was wondering which sickness I should use …major head ache?.... tummy ache…?(which was at least halve true)so I decided that I would go with the tummy ache at least I could have more of a story that I had a major head ache because all my dad would say is “ you could have just taken some Tylenol ” for all he knows I could be on my period when I have a “tummy” ache
I decided I better do some homework and make it seem like I really didn’t want to leave school… so I started with my math which as usual sucked I’ve always hated math I just don’t get it ….plus nothing in the class is ever interesting…which adds on to why I hate the class…
When my mom got home she was surprised to find me there…she fell for the whole story …all the way from the tummy ache to the major cramps… but what really surprised her is that I had been working on my homework which would later on make my dad lighten up on me…so I won…
Once I was done with all of my home work I went on my computer… I was really bored so I decided that I would go on myspace … my best friend Cam ( aka Cameron was online) So I thought we could talk.
So I sent her a message saying that I left early from school that’s why she didn’t see me in our CP art class….
Well I knew this was coming but it wasn’t like she was going to snitch on me or anything she already knew I slept with that guy and that I was hammered during the process so what was the worst that could happen?
She said:
What was the excuse this time sick? Lol and why did I see you making out with Clark Holder in front of your locker at the beginning of class ? ...any how, are the two of you just fooling around or are you two really in to each other?
I said:
Well actually it’s a long story… well I will start at the beginning…well a couple days ago I got a letter from a secret admirer (aka Clark Holder).Anyways I didn’t know that right away…well the next day we were scheduled to meet each other at lunch or what ever you know and well he got sick and had to go home early…
he left a note on my locker again lol.. Well some how, Cam, he got a hold of my cell phone number and so we texted that night and he narrowed it down to five guys then the next day he narrowed it down to him and another guy…
So by today I finally met him and well… I had already fallen for him over the phone so why couldn’t I in real life?...well we met at my locker and he asked me out; I said yes …then we…umm…kissed in front of everybody and I didn’t even care… some people stared but you know what I say… if they want to watch let them that just means they are that much weirder…lol
Love ya!
Tammy
Cam said:
Wow…. Sounds umm exciting lol so doesn’t he know about you and that other guy and you loosing your virginity?... how does he feel about that?.. any how is he a good kisser?



I said:
Very exciting actually…and yeah he does know that i did it with the other guy, But he understands because I was drunk and taken advantage of….and by the way he’s a great kisser while he was kissing me I got butterflies all over in my tummy…lol
Cam said:
Well at least he understands lol …well I still have tons of home work to do so see ya tomorrow…
Well that also means I’m tired but happy for you so I am going to go to bed now love you and we will talk more about it tomorrow…. Any how I wonder if Clark is online maybe I can talk to him…here…
When I went back to my page I found a message…which was from Clark which meant he was on even though it said he wasn’t online… Some people know a cheat code actually a lot of people excluding me…
When I looked at the message it said:
Hey what’s up? I’m so glad that we are finally together…Are you? I’m sorry for walking out on you today my little brother needed help he broke his ankle during P.E… and my aunt lived just around the corner so I went to her and she gave me a ride…
Any how … my mom is leaving to Manhattan next week and my dad usually doesn’t get off till like seven o’clock which means I have to watch my brother for the two weeks that my mom is gone so I was wondering maybe you could come over for a hour or two and you could maybe help me with watching him… would you want to do that?
Love you,
Clark

When I finished reading the letter it was like 10:00 P.M …So it was pretty late but my mom or dad wouldn’t want to go on the computer besides the point that I have my own laptop right in my room. Where nobody can bug me…
I replied to his letter:
Oh nothing just kind of bored I just got done talking to my friend Cameron… And yeah why wouldn’t I be happy that we are together ….I had already fallen for you over the phone so why couldn’t I in real life?
That would be so much fun! I love kids! What’s your brother’s name? How old is he and why is your mother going to Manhattan?
Any how I love you and hope you get back to me and you should make it to where I can tell that you are online so I can talk to you more…
Love you,
Tammy
After I sent the message I decided that I stunk so I took a quick shower and put on my jamys and got back on my laptop… when I finally got back on my myspace account I had another message…
Clark said:
Wow you really do like me…hehe…umm my brother…he’s ten… I’m sixteen I turn seventeen in two months which is October 9th …great that means you will be over Monday tomorrow is Thursday… so you have more than enough time to clear your schedule…
and just wondering you might think this as being You were my first as I told you in the car on the way over to your house so I really want to know and yes I know you are going to ask this “how have you never been kissed or kissed a girl being the captain of the foot ball team and having so many girl friends”…. Well do you want to know just tell me and I’ll answer…
Love you,
Clark
He’s only a week older than me wow that’s very interesting…hehehe … any how I didn’t want to leave him hanging. You second hanging so I wrote back:






And did you know that you are only a week older than me I was born on the second. so yeah… lol…
Ten wow well we might not want to do to much with him there…lol jk
Umm on a scale on one to ten 8.5 lol you need a little work but it was great .what about me? And yes I want to know.
You are the hottest guy on the team the least retarded and the captain how did you manage…? And then to top it off you get asked out liked every other week…lol and you’ve had like five girl friends how did you keep them off you? lol
Love you,
Tammy
Clark said: