So basicall, i am changing.
Your changing.. so possibly the way you view your friendship is changing too..
I am going into middle school. I am worried if my best freind is becoming a jerk.He has harrased me for not hanging out with him every recess.
If you hung out with him before in every recess hes probably feeling like your moving away from him.. and you are since your following statement is
He has been ungrateful everytime i did him a favor.
Friends doesnt count favours - and what kind of favours do you think your doing for him that he doesnt and hasnt done for you over the years you has been best friends?
He even went to do "magic" with his neighbor when i was over. He is also the type that could probably get in trouble the first day.
Your making judgements about him and why does you think he is the type that is gonna get in trouble? Your his friend. Talk to him...
Do you think I should ditch him?.
No. Hes growing and changing too. If he really is your best friend - talk to him.. tell him how your feeling and say what is bothering you and sorts it out.
Good luck :love
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Absolutely no. And..You should talk to him and ask him what's going on and why he's doing it. But you should ask him calmly or he will feel bad. All the best!!
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This is not something that I am at all proud of...
I hate myself more everytime I look or even think about it...
My wrist My Father My Depression My tears My scissors .........
That's all that I can think about......
All that's going through my head....
I've been dealing with depression ever since I can remember it's not at all something I am proud of....Espically since I get bullied and harassed a lot by classmates and others .......and ever since I've moved and changed schools my life has became my own hell......
And the only way I thought I could control my hell was to escape it......
Just for a while at least ......So I took the green scissors from the dresser and I took my right wrist and left.........I had disappeared.....My heart poured out as well as the blood from my wrist......And after I was finished....I asked for a bandaid ......and I cried harder knowing that no one cared......Oh I don't know where they are.......No why ifs or buts.........And they are the ones who say I was the crazy one as my eyes pleaded with them to understand how hurt I truly was behind those eyes ....The black eyes that disappeared to find help in her pain.......
But they know now what I've done at least she knows .....he'll find out when he comes home .......heart broken he'll be .....he's tried several times to make me laugh smile be happy.......But I know he knew we both knew this wasn't working......When he asks to see the scars I'll show him....Knowing painfully Knowing I'm breaking the man who loves me the most...heart.....I guess I wait ...untill he shows ......there's nothing left to do but wait....... [s:sm3/1jw0]
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