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Hi, My name's Raquel/Rachel. I'm the girl you see jumping around, screaming random stuff. I speak english, portuguese, cantonese and a bit of mandarin. I can read and understand a bit spanish, i can't speak tho but it still makes me feel proud. I cannot make you love me and I'd never waste my time pretending to be someone else. Sending hate comments, is the best way to be ignored. I could either be the best person you'd ever meet or the meanest person of your life. If you rub me the wrong way, I will completely lash out on you. So, be nice to me. I'll be moving to Australia after highschool gratuation, it's gonna be pretty hard since i'm gonna leave my family and some friends. If i want to talk to you i will. If you send me a comment more then twice i wont comment back. My favorite movies are : the nightmare before christmas. sweeney todd. edward scissorhands. pirates of carribbean. finding neverland. stardust. i am legend. the mist. charlie and the chocolate factory. peter pan. the little mermaid. aladdin. pocahontas. american pie. eurotrip. penelope. factory girl. silence dead. jumper. alice in wonderland. pan's labyrinth. she's the man. lovewrecked. mean girls. I realized that friends don't always last forever. They come, they go. I'm glad that there are people who still care about me and still fools around with me not giving a shet about what others think. Fudge what others think or talk about. In fact they will just make me think that they're either jealous, have issues or have that much of a boring life.They know nothing about me. Not even me is sure of who I am. But soon I will, I'll know what i really want in life and who really deserves all my attention and care. My grandma passed away 5 years ago. Right before my birthday. I miss her so much and I promised to myself that someday i'll see her again. I starting to get really bad grades at school, it's starting to piss me off. I find some subjects absolutely useless and we're waste like 6 hours every week for nothing. Who cares about chemistry when you want to be a graphic designer. Who cares about how great you are at Math if you want to be a Cook. Just a complete waste of time and energy. Gah, I'm tired of writing about myself already. Feel free to ask me questions. Sometimes in your life you'll have to face times where you feel completly alone..you're desperate for any kind of affection or attention, you just want someone to care for you, you just want to feel important..not ever feeling good enough, not ever being happy, never being satisfied, feeling like you don't matter, like you don't amount to anything Feeling like this existence, this life is just pointless it's so dull and frighteningly predictable yet unpredictable..predictable in the sense that no matter what nothing will ever be enough, nothings ever going to make it better, yet unpredictable that at any given moment, at any given second anything can happen.. Feeling lost and miserable to the point where you don't know what to do or say anymore..all your senses turn off and your completely apathetic and cold..bitter yet so unbelievably caring. I just want to live my fucking life not based on what society is based upon, I don't want to be like everyone else, I won't. Btw: Im taken by Blain. Dont ask am i single. Becausee. Im not. Blain is the awesomest. I remember when i asked him out. Which i would never do. Just the fact that he was really awesome. I FRIGGIN LOVE YOU BLAIN =]] So eh..[-cough-] You want too know who i am.. ? If you read my profile.. You tell me.