XxXCry_of_MurderXxX : guy : 15 : United States : Oklahoma
well my darkened skies are back again the pain is now overwhelming i want to di now so maybe i will who knws maybe ill cry myself into a comoa and never wake up.........
My name is Zane call me what you want i really dont care because im never listing im only listing to the steady rythem of my shaddered heart my thoughts trying to get out of my screwed up mind the tears flowing down my face the over whelming griff and sorrow i feel.......Thats all i hear feel and do anymore.........My thoughts are none cohearent with those of most people because why? well that is just too complex to explain my dear fellow........well im shaddered broken lost confused none other than one word SINGLE =( ....im not looking but its not like im not thinking about it who knows? but for now i think its for the best just a warning if you do catch my heart you might want to break mine befor i break yours which may happen it ussualy does which is the sad part maybe i have mental problems who really knows ?? well im pretty trueful which can be good and somtimes can be very mean but atleast im tellin the truth and not a string of lies right? i hurt people without even realising it and for that im SORRY! well um......if you have read all this by now BRAVO you are now smarter than most teenagers haha :D well ok erm im Zane if you forgot which im sure you have haha im Single not searching but not really likin it much........i use big words i am very smart i droped out of school for some reasons im who i am not anything but myself :D idc if you call me emo i perfer scene please thanx ^^ i use many many smiles and just like Mason i make my own words up like the word i use to describe my bff on here allie she is AWSOMTATISTICLE XD and my bffs in real life are yet another zane thats weird i knw another zane out there and shelby haha WUV YOU GUYS ^^ um.....im about to be 16 in June on the twenty ninth XD lets see i have a sister and a brother my sisters name is LORI she is 15 and is one of my bigist supoorters and my brother Jeremy XD who is 20 he is like my father figure i love both of them with all my heart :D well i love to read my favroite book is War and Peace yes big book lota pages wittle boys and girls haha hm...........arguing is one of my many talents yes haha i perfer to call it debating XD im into politcs more so than most teenagers >> im not really the averge guy im intelligent WOW what a shock right i actually have a brain :O haha hm..........? my favorite band is Rage against the Machine and MEST XD XDmy favorite song is Kiss Me Kill Me yupz or Sleep now in the fire XD hm.....think thats it now did you read if not READ IT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bc im NOT explaing myself haha :P ~~~~Zane~~~
one im NOT ok except if i clear things up with that girl i broke her heart and i knw its for the best but i hurt her and i just want to say im SORRY!
zane? r u ok