The vacay is going good. Mostly been soaking up the sun and runnin' around town. Hit Disneyland the other day - talk about cool.

Everything that's happened this past week seems like such a blur. Nothing feels real and everything is moving in slow motion.

It's crazy how just, like, a month ago, I was on top of the world. I had a cool BF and the 'rents were totally gettin' along.

I know that Kaelin is too old for me and that it's unlikely I am even on his radar but what if I am? Should I make a move?

So, the date has come and gone and I'm still alive. I managed to play it cool. He's still talkin' to me, so that's a good sign!

I really love the holidays but I've never had to deal with them when my parents were apart. And, it looks like it might be messy!

I can finally breathe a deep sigh of relief... Kaelin finally asked me to the Winter Formal! Now all I need is the perfect dress.

Well, the fam has decided what to do about the Christmas dilemma - my dad is spending the holiday with us - at my mom's.

I can't believe Valentine's Day is so close! It's the first time I'm going to have someone to celebrate it with and I'm totally spazzing.

OMG! Would you believe that A.J. and I won first place at the science fair?! This is so super cool!

I'm kind of freaking out right now - but I don't know what to do. I think Kaelin wants to move a lot faster than I'm ready for.

I've realized that me and Kaelin jumped into this whole relationship thing pretty fast, so we've decided spend a little time apart.

I know it's a little selfish on my part but I really think Simon's gonna thank me for making him do this. Blogging is really great once you get into it.

I can't believe I put all that work into my science fair project, just so we could lose at the districts.

That is it! I have totally had it with boys. They are way more work than they are worth. They say one thing and then they do another.

So after another weekend of silence, I took all of your advice and talked to Kaelin this week.

Man. I thought I had it rough by having to find a way out of summer vacation with the 'rents but poor Simon has to go to some dumb camp!

I've been so caught up with my new summer job lately that I haven't had a chance to respond to some of the mail I've been getting...

The 'rents have been so annoying these past few weeks. They honestly haven't let me out of their sight.

So, as if going back to school isn't torture enough, I have to have like, the worst possible day on the first day back.

So, I'm back into the swing of things here at school. Lots of homework, super boring classes and really early mornings.

Working on this play is turning out to be a lot harder than I thought. Sawing and painting for hours can really take a lot out of you.

I totally do not understand people sometimes! A.J. is acting way weird lately - being really snappy with me and stuff.

I can't believe it's already December. Before we know it, its going to be 2005 and then it's practically summer.

My mom is finally letting me get a pet. Her name is Penelope and she is so cute! She's so much cooler than Simon's dog.

It's been a little weird at school cuz A.J. made some new friends over the break and she's completely ignoring me!

I don't regret breaking up with Kaelin, but not having a boyfriend can be kind of depressing sometimes - especially when it's time for the prom.

I don't know if I told you guys this before but I have been spending my Spring Break out in Detroit with Simon.

I don't know if you all know this, but Father's Day is coming up on Sunday. I haven't seen my dad in forever so this might be a little weird.