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Chapter 7- MSFFBEC

Posted about 3 months ago by Happy202

November 1st, 2019

I woke up to a stormy day, the wind was howling outside of my window, the snow covered the window, and more snow blew around making it seem like there was thick fog. I sat up and looked outside, "Huh, I guess we won't have school today." I said to myself. Getting out of bed, I made my bed and walked into my bathroom and changed into my normal, a grey sweatshirt and leggings. I walked back to my bed and looked out of the window. I thought of going to ask my parents if I could go to Ares house, but thought against it. So I just stared at the ceiling wondering how it had started snowing so fast. Then I remembered last night. When Chris k-k-k. I couldn't even think the word. I could feel myself blushing. What would Ares think about this? I didn't even know the boy, why was I falling for him so fast? I didn't even know if I liked him or not, it was just the kiss. I didn't even like the kiss! So, why was I so in love with him? I mean, I guess he was cute, but that's all I saw in him. I haven't even known him for a full day! So, why was I falling for him? I asked myself. I sighed and grabbed my computer, maybe talking to Ares would make me feel better, Hopefully he wasn't sick anymore. I wrote him an message, and sent it. Then I waited, hopefully he was online. While I waited I decided, maybe this was the time to start writing in my diary. The one my mom bought for me when I was still in second grade, I hadn't used it at all, and today I was going to finally write something into it.

Dairy entry #1

Well, this is my first diary entry. Even though this seems pretty easy, I guess I don't get what I'm supposed to do. Sounds pretty silly, I guess the only reason I'm doing this is because I've got a lot on my mind. I'm going to start with the beginning. On the first day of school, August 19th 2019, I met a guy named Ares, and immediately fell in love with him. He's super cute, funny, smart. . . I could go on and on and on. He's perfect for me! But, I don't know if he likes me or not. It seems like he's friend zoned me. But then yesterday, on Halloween, I met a new boy named Christopher, but he said I could call him Chris. Chris is super cute, but I don't really know a lot about him. He's extremely brave too. He came up to me and called me cute, and he kissed me at the end of the day. I-I feel guilty for letting him do it. And It didn't make me feel good, because I knew what Ares would say if he found out. I need to tell him. He needs to know what happened, but I just can't seem to bring myself to tell him. I'm hoping talking to him can help me gather the courage to tell him, but I don't know. I know this sounds sappy, but it's what I'm seriously thinking.

I finished with the date and threw my diary into one of my bins. Then, I checked my messages. Nothing new. I sighed and looked out of the window, the snow was coming down harder my the minute, but besides that I heard a knock at the door. I stood up and walked down the stairs wondering who would come out in weather like this. I opened the door and there standing outside was the only person I didn't want to see at the time.