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I give up sometimes

Posted about 3 months ago by Shallowwolf

Sometimes in my life...I just wanna give up...I wanna give up on hope...and love...BC I think ...I can't control...myself...and I always think....can't I just die?.....I suffer from a lot of depression....depression that won't go away even tho I get help for it...I feel like...my life is a living hell...idk if I can survive this...BC I feel alone....but now...I feel more...open..BC of u guys that help me through it...it helps a lot...and I wanted to say...thank u..but...I also owe it to my mom....she's always there for me....all my life...she's been there...and she always tell's me...I won't be here forever...but u know I love u...I'll stay here as long as I can. But it hurts me....I don't want my mom to...go...I wish she can stay..forever...but I also owe it to someone else that's special...my honeybear...she comfort's me wen I need it..and..she loves me..for me and I love her..for her I love her so much..I'm so happy we met...I haven't had love in a year..but I always say it feels like decades..I just wanted to say....I love u and one day..I will hug u in person...I will kiss u in person and I will love u in person...thank u for caring..thank u for being there for me..just..thank u..I will love u every single day...every single month...every single year..that passes by...I will love u my love...u r my everything..my life wouldn't be the same without u...so thank u...for loving me...as much as I love u..