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Sindy's Blog - April 24, 2003

April 24, 2003

So, I've been writin' in my journal for ages now and am tired of having all my thoughts locked away in a book where no one can read them or give me on how I'm feelin'. Everyone seems to be starting their own web logs (blogs) lately, so now I am too.

There's just so much stuff rattling around in my brain, I gotta put it into words and hope that maybe you peeps out there in the wide world of the web might have something to say about what I'm goin' through.

Lately the 'rents are really acting sketchy. They fight all the time - mostly when they think I'm asleep... but I hear them. We haven't hung out as a family in months. Not that I thought I'd ever be wishin' for more Friday nights with the fam but this is just getting a bit crazy. Everyone eats supper in different rooms and I barely get a hello when I come home from school. All this tension is really getting to me.

I guess I should get back to studying. Big Math test tomorrow.

Sindy

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