Every time I try to talk with my dad, he seems to never listen and starring into space. i want to tell him whats wrong and how I feel but I never can get the words out. i get really nervous and don't know what to say. its like me and him are weird talking face to face. I know he is my dad and all but there seems like no way I can talk to my dad. when I try he just gets angry or annoyed with me, so I never shared anything with him. he never ask whats the matter or how im doing even tho he did raise me on his own..it seems like where just not connected as we used to be when I was small. ever since my mom passed, I have been lost into a great darkness of sorrow, i had to take care of all my siblings which was a bid responsibility for me at age 9 but my dad just stopped smiling and being happy. sometimes I can make him laugh but its not enough to fix every ones problems. since I was nine I became sad and depress even tho I don't show it, all I do is ball my feelings up and pretend nothing happen. so tell me..what should I do?
J-Baby 4 life