sometimes i think about dying and then im like
"yeah i can dig that it sounds pretty chill i guess"
but also there's this other voice that's like 
"dude no you dont want that you just stop your brain stops and your body stops and your soul stops and everything stops and you arent there anymore, you are meaningless, you never were, are not, and never will be ever again, you are rendered totally and completely insignificant to everything in the universe, you cease to exist."
the second voice is more reasonable but i dont like him

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i love this bracelet it's so pretty it's blue and white and it has an octopus charm on it and my girlfriend bought it for me and when i wear it i think about her and i find myself fiddling with it a lot when im upset 
it calms me down

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Hey! Look! Another post where I dont understand anything thats going on.

How mystical. 

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"CapnJack" wrote:

Hey! Look! Another post where I dont understand anything thats going on.

How mystical. 

wow
so brave
brave fellow
everyone applaud this brave fellow 
(i dont actually care how u doin today im doin pretty good except for the whole internalized anxiety thing do u want some oj i think theres some in the fridge) 

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"George Weasley " wrote:

"CapnJack" wrote:

Hey! Look! Another post where I dont understand anything thats going on.

How mystical.  wow
so brave
brave fellow
everyone applaud this brave fellow 
(i dont actually care how u doin today im doin pretty good except for the whole internalized anxiety thing do u want some oj i think theres some in the fridge) 

Show me the attractive men and I will accept your offer of OJ and anxiety.

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"CapnJack" wrote:

Show me the attractive men and I will accept your offer of OJ and anxiety.

hold your breath. make a wish. count to three.
come with me 
and youll be
in a world of pure imagination
take a look
and youll see 
into your imagination.
((srry i dont have any attractive men im only a small gay girl))

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"do u ever get bored of living?"
no, not so much bored as
extremely, unreasonably tired.
i'm not bored, life is interesting enough
but i am honestly just 
so tired

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i wanna write something but idk what to write i just dont know i mean 
what do i write idk
help me out here yo
is there anyone here
helllo?
can u help me think of something to write because idk what to write

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NO NO NO THIS IS NOT WHAT I MEANT WHEN I SAID I WANTED TO WRITE ALKJSKDJAK IM SO GROSS 
cries feebly in a corner

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sighs heavily and jumps off the deck
im gonna go to bed l8r h8rs

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