I walked home at a casual pace as my home wasnt that far. I eventually made it to my home, empty of my family once again. I sighed as I dragged my feet up the stairs, making it to my room where I cried, laughed...cut.... I slammed my bedroom door behind me and made my way through the swamp of my junk to my chest of drawers and wardrobe. I chucked black converse, my cream chinos, a green hoodie, a black beenie, and a black shirt on my bed, along with some lynx. Then I made my way to the bathroom and picked up the razor blade, cutting a X on my forearm and ignoring the pain. I had a mark for everyday for about two years now, I couldnt help it anymore, it was like a second nature and if I didnt do it, something bad would happen. I sighed and jumped in the shower, alowing the warm water to sooth my muscles. I jumped out and ran my hand through my hair before returning to my bedroom and tugging on my clothes, spraying on some lynx before sitting on my bed and finally checking my phone. 'Um....Hi....Is this Jasper?' automatically came up on the screen from a unknown number. I saved the number as Grace and messaged her back ' Hi, yeah this is Jasper, what time do you want picking up?' I sent before biting my lip at the fact her text had been sent half a hour before mine. But what could you do?
♥ Emily ♥To live is to love©EmzyLou's Siggy.5000 posts, 21/11/12