"Yes I do. I cant go a single day without ruining something." I hated myself. Why couldnt I judt be normal for once? Why cant my anxiety happen when Im alone in my closet? Better yet, why cant my anxiety just go away all together? Why did I have to be this way? I could feel tears rising in my eyes. As much as I loved being here in his arms, I wish I wasn't at the same time. "I'm sorry. I totally understand if you don't want to see me again. It won't bother me, really. I'll just tell the counceler I'm fine." My voice was shaky.

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I tilted her chin up almost furiously "oh no you dont" I said sternly. "Of course I want to keep seeing you" I added, so, she didnt know much of my personal issues except that I cut but I excpected her to relise that I at least well... liked her. Just a bit

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"It'd probably be in your best intrest if you didn't. Your life will become as misserable as my parents if you stuck around. You have a choice, they don't.# It was true, I put my parents threw torture with my issues. It wasn't right, but its not like I'm forcing them to take me to therapy and get me my medicine. It was a waist, non of it would ever help. A tear fell down my cheek slowly. I looked at the seat so he couldn't see my face. "Trust me, you really don't want to be around me."

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"ScarletteFlame_" wrote:

"It'd probably be in your best intrest if you didn't. Your life will become as misserable as my parents if you stuck around. You have a choice, they don't.# It was true, I put my parents threw torture with my issues. It wasn't right, but its not like I'm forcing them to take me to therapy and get me my medicine. It was a waist, non of it would ever help. A tear fell down my cheek slowly. I looked at the seat so he couldn't see my face. "Trust me, you really don't want to be around me."

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{{I've got writers block to the EXTREME}}

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I narrowed my eyes and let go of her, pushing her away slightly. "I want to see you because you understand me. I understand you" I growled, sticking my wrists out to her so she could see the thick, deep cuts that criss cossed them. "I've been anorexic since I was 13 and I have abondonment issues" I spat before sighing and curling up in a ball as she flinched away from me and pressed herself against the door, one hand on the handle. "....Sorry... I just thought...." I pressed my face in my hands

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I was torn. One half of me told me to get out and walk home. The other; Stay. Of course, I didn't have the guts to just get out. I pursed my lips together and layed my hand on his shoulder, gazing back and forth from him to the window. I was never good at comforting people. I silenced myself again.

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"ScarletteFlame_" wrote:

I was torn. One half of me told me to get out and walk home. The other; Stay. Of course, I didn't have the guts to just get out. I pursed my lips together and layed my hand on his shoulder, gazing back and forth from him to the window. I was never good at comforting people. I silenced myself again.

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(posting now, sorry)

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(( Okaay ))

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