I'm not trolling. My life feels like pain. 
My real best friend moved in 3rd grade. In 4th grade a girl would treat me like dirt and make me her best friend. She would control my every move and agree whatever she says and be her servant. ( this is not the best friend I wrote on my other forum ). Then she moved. Since then I got a new friend. People would call me her best friend even though she is not. The new friend is unintelligent, not the prettiest, and many more unhappy qualaties but she was the only friend I had and I treated her like a best friend everyday. She would cut herself almost everyday, tried to kill herself 32 times but none of those ways worked. I am afraid of losing her because in return she was always a good friend I just don't like some qualaties about her. In my Korean School my different best friend since 3 years old, she would torment, insult, laugh AT me, torment me with my other friend and many more. ( see my, my life is pain ( best friend story ) and you will know how she treats me. I don't think any boys like me. I am a little overweight. I hate everything. I want to scream and shout and let it all out. ( the song SCream and shout ) lol. I may look happy, be the quietist girl, laugh and skip but all those things are fake because deep inside I feel pain and broken. My heart is never full.

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I understand that what you're going through and what you've gone through is tough, you've met a lot of fake friends and that's very upsetting! Keep going though and try to be happy, focus on the positive things opposed to the negative things, and make sure to provide your friend with all the support you can, she needs someone there for her. You'll come across a nice boy one day and your weight doesn't matter at all. I hope things work out for you.

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Aww 

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