Umm, hi guys, I'm Robin. I'm 10 years old and my father is dead. I always sorta feel sad but I don't know exactly why... heh heh. My life is very different then other peoples so I'm a little afraid of what people will say. I'm just confused with the world. At 1 point I was tearing my hair out and scratching my face, I just wanna be heard. ok so ummmm, my father (who I call Apple) died when I was 8, I never really liked the idea of living with just my mom until it stopped for a bit, my mom got a boyfriend and I guess I just was so shocked I panicked. My whole life at the time was pointless, and u know what? NOT MUCH HAS CHANGED! THE BOYFRIEND IS GONE BUT THE STUPID MISSORY LINGERS! I'M FED UP WITH THE WORLD! CAN I JUST GO TO HEAVEN ALREADY! WHY CANT I HAVE A BETTER LIFE! OMG! WHY IS LIFE MOCKING ME! PEOPLE SAY, " be greatful for what u have. " BUT I'M FED UP FOR MAKING FAKE REASONS TO BE HAPPY! WHY CANT I JUST BE OK!? AND NO, DONT SAY,
" only u control ur life, " BC FRANKLY THATS NOT REALLY TRUE! UGHHH!!! [s:p/10f4] IM TIRED OF PRETENDING, I'M GOING TO LET EVERYONE SEE HOW I FEEL! AND NO, THIS IS NOT JUST BC I WANT ATTENTION!!!! [s:p/1f7v] I WISH IT ALL WOULD JUST [s:p/1f8v] SURE IT'S OK WHEN UR MOM GETS OFF THE PHONE AND LET'S U GUESS BEFORE SHE TELLS U UR ONLY DADDY IS GONE! LET'S JUST PLAY SOCCER HAVE DINER AND GO TO SLEEP AND NOTHING IS MISSING! I'M NOT EVEN GONNA TRY ANYMORE.
Sincerely, The Broken Heart