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Sindy's Blog - January 15, 2004

January 15, 2004

Ok, I expected it to be uncomfortable at school after my award-winning farting performance, but I had no idea that Kaelin was going to act like such a lame-o. I swear he hasn't made eye contact with me since the incident! Isn't that crazy? He seems cool when we're talkin' on the phone but the minute he's standing in front of me, he gets this stupid smirk and can't look at me straight! He is not making it easy to forget.

I don't really know what his deal is and if it goes on much longer I'm just going to have to say something. I mean, come on! It was just a fart. It's not that funny - especially a week later. Whatever.

Kaelin and I are supposed to be going to see a movie tomorrow night. We haven't been out together for a while so I'm really looking forward to it. I think we'll probably head over to his place afterwards for a while. The 'rents have been a lot more chill lately - I think they're warming up to the me and Kaelin thing. I know they're still a little uneasy about me dating but they are going to have to deal with it sooner or later.

School seems to be back in full swing. I've already been loaded up with reading assignments and group projects - is it almost summer yet? I wonder what it would be like to be home-schooled? I could hang out in my pajamas and listen to music while I work on algebra. How cool would that be? I guess I wouldn't have met peeps like A.J. or Kaelin if I was home-schooled though...

What about you guys out there - are any of you home-schooled? Do you like it? I'm just curious to know what it's like, so !

Peace Out,

Sindy

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