Sindy's Blog - November 18, 2004
November 18, 2004
I totally do not understand people sometimes! A.J. is acting way weird lately - being really snappy with me and stuff. I finally asked her what her problem was and she said its cuz I've haven't been paying enough attention to her! Can you believe that?
Okay, so I'm aware that I've been totally caught up with the play and stuff and we haven't been hanging out as much as we did this summer, but it's not cuz I don't wanna be her friend or anything. It's just that I've pretty much been going to school and then going straight to the drama room so I can work on the play for a few hours after classes are over.
I don't want to make her mad or upset but I honestly don't know when I'll have time for one on one A.J. time in the near future. I suggested that she come by and chill in the drama room one day after school with me, Kaelin and Anna but she freaked when I suggested it! Said she wasn't interested in hanging with my friends - and that maybe she just needed to distance herself from me altogether. How harsh is that?
Yeah, so I'm kind of bummed but I don't know what to do. I'm gonna continue to try to include her in things, but if she's going to be so demanding than maybe it's best we go our separate ways. It just sucks so much! I absolutely hate fighting with my friends.
Any of you have any ? Am I being a total jerk by not spending as much time with A.J.? What can I do to make things better? Let me know...