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Sindy's Blog - April 8, 2004

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April 8, 2004

Okay, so I took all of your advice and talked to Kaelin this week. We'd had another weekend of silence. I didn't even try calling his house. Finally, on Monday afternoon, I just asked him if we could talk. He gave me attitude and tried acting like he had other things to do but I told him it was important and he gave in.

We talked for forever. I told him I was sorry for acting like a spoiled brat (which I do from time to time), and he said he was sorry for being insensitive. I told him I'm not used to the whole relationship thing and that I'm sorry for making such a huge deal out of everything. Things seem to be cool with us now... we are gonna hang out this weekend and just start over.

Holy drama, huh? I hope that's the last of it for a while. What does a girl need to do to get a little sanity? I think I'm gonna chill at A.J.'s this weekend cuz my mom has to work and Amy is going to my dad's and well, I don't feel like going to my dad's. I know it's Easter and everything but I really don't feel like spending time with my stupid sister and my dad for four days straight. Plus, A.J.'s mom is so much cooler than my 'rents. I think we're going to get Kaelin and his friend Jake to come over on Saturday night for some movie action.

Oh! Have I told you about Jake? He's this new guy that Kaelin has been hanging out with and I think he is so totally perfect for A.J. I haven't told her that yet cuz she gets all freaky when I try and set her up with guys. So I am just going to get them together and see what happens. But really, how great would it be if A.J. and I were dating best friends? We could spend so much more time together! I think this is gonna be a great weekend!

Have a Happy Easter!

Sindy

1 Lucky You, I wish I had a boyfriend!
Feedback From: Michaelgirl

1 I know what you are saying, guyz are hard work! I would just talk to him and see what he wants. Tell him how you really really feel. That might work. That is, if you really like him, because if you don't, GIVE HIM UP! Anyway, that's all I have to say. Bye!
Feedback From: Shelly-Belly!

1 Tell him that! I know how you feel - he probably wants to be with you too. Just give it a little time to cool down and then approach him calmly and tell him how you feel. Keep yelling down cause it never helps. Keep trying and I'm sorry about the break up.
Feedback From: hurley_hunn010

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