Sindy's Blog - April 1, 2004
April 1, 2004
That is it! I have totally had it with boys. They are way more work than they are worth. They say one thing and then they do another. And they say girls are hard to figure out?! Kaelin and I are totally done - I think. We are most definitely, probably... Oh man, I don't know what's going on.
Okay, so I told you all that went down last week, right? About how Kaelin was being all insensitive and stuff? So, I talked to A.J. and she said there was no way I should back down on this, but I thought I should probably at least ask Kaelin what his deal was. And do you know what he said? He said he was tired of me being so dramatic all the time and maybe I needed to learn to chill out. Can you believe that?
Okay, so I told him that I wasn't interested in dating a self-centered jerk and he stormed away. Did I mention this was in the middle of the cafeteria? Such a big scene! I tried to play it off as though we had been rehearsing for the upcoming drama production, but I don't think anyone bought it. I'm not usually one for such public displays of... aggression. But man, why does he have to act like that?
All I wanted was for him to stand by my side and let me wallow for a day or two. Now it's turned into this giant fight that we might not recover from. And I don't even get why. I have tried calling and he won't return my calls. He totally avoids me at school and I just don't know what to do. Apologize? I really don't want to break up with him, I was just mad...