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Sindy's Blog - February 10, 2005

February 10, 2005

I'm not even really sure how to start this blog... I'd really love to just run away to Mexico or soemthing. But, it's probably good for me to write things down, get them off my chest. I must sound pretty crazy right now, not even bothering to explain what I'm talking about.

Okay, so it all happened a few days ago. Kaelin asked me to come over to his place to watch movies. His parents were going to be out for dinner with their friends so we were going to have the whole place to ourselves. Kind of exciting. So, I go over there, right? And he's all like, 'Let's go up to my room for a while.' So I say, 'I thought we were just gonna watch some movies...'

He gets pretty upset that I don't wanna go up to his room, but eventually he chills out and suggests we throw on Chasing Liberty (cuz he knows what a big Mandy Moore fan I am). Everything is going well, the movie's great and then out of nowhere he starts mauling me! Sure, I'm all for kissing my boyfriend, but dude was totally trying to make his way to second base, which is NOT happening.

I pushed him off me, grabbed my coat and left. I didn't even say goodbye. I'm sorry but if he thinks he can just move to the next level without even asking if I want to, then he is not the guy I thought he was. I think I've cried more in the last few days than I have in my entire life. This is way, way worse than the Dylan break-up. I miss him so much, but there is no way that I am going to forgive him.

Peace Out,

Sindy

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